I'm not a LIAR

It's fast like wind
Hard like fire
seeking like shadow
sudden like thunder..
But,It's flow like water..
Fragile like snow..
Stay and waiting like mountain
And calm like forest..

Just now,I've found this sentences when I read my comic.It's seems so meaning full for me.I don't know why and how.But I think it has a relation to a happening Last night.Yap Last night I caught him made.He said something I dont know.For the first time I asked to my self " Did he mean it?" I was trying to not thinking about everything he said. I'm sure that I never do something like he've said.I've said that I NEVER DO IT .I said "I never do it.Believe in me please." But I think he was ignore it.
Did you know how's my feeling??To be known as a LIAR by him?I don't want to get damn about it.Just take it easy.He'll know later.Yeah..I know it's hard like fire.And it was happen as fast as wind.Come suddenly like thunder.Maybe for the first time I'll seek.I know I'm fragile like snow.But I know everything will be better.Just let it flow like water.And I myself will always stay and waiting like mountain till the time's come and of course I'll stand calm like forest.

Healling

It was happend in about some months ago.But I'ts no matter if I re-tell it now,right??
okay.It's about.... .Yah guess it by yourself deh.Males nulis-nulis nya di sini.hehe..
I don't know what must I say.I just wanna say that now,I'm trying to healling everything.Everything.Actualy it's not only abot him.But,here I just wanna tell about him.hehe
You know that.it's so easy for me to spread out my tears.It's begin from 25th January.Someone I trusted was lying to me.And its make me afraid to trusting someone else.I cried a lot at the first time.I don't know how,but in sone days later I realize that it's not the end.So,I conclude that I'll fill my time with all my friend who always make me cheer and happy.How glad am I to having friends like you all?haha Thanks God.



O ya.Never thinking that I'm not get some happiness anymore.Now,I'm happy.Altough now he and I 're nothing,but we still may laughing together,play together,and we're still likes get messanger to each other.However I can't lost everyting about him.It's to hard for me.But I'll try to stay strong.I say that I can't conceal that sometimes I get hurt because of him.But I myself believe that he'll understand later.
For now, I think there're still many things I must do .Yeah It's not far to the national examination day.
Okay I think enough.I hope everythings'll done well .amin..